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Love Is A War And I Hope You Win
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It's all the same..

Sat Jun 13, 2009, 11:10 AM
{BEWARE, GIANT RANT HERE!!! Just needed to vent to my Journal..}
June 13, 2009

Mm...so me and my ex that have been well mutually dating as he calls it. Have had a falling out. This really breaks my heart, but I've honestly centered by life around him for perhaps the past year or so. I'm not sure if I'm ready to continue this endless polka dance with him, I don't know how much of my heart can continue to be broken before I snap. I just want to find some..peace in this all. I don't want to hate him in the long run. I just want to love him, and for him to let me in. I know it's hard for guys to let you in and all, but fuck how many hoops do I need to jump through before he gets the point?

So, I've come to the conclusion! That.. ;;Love Is A War, And I Hope You Win;; Basically, I want him to gloat his win, and let me surrender. I'm tired of the fights, which are of utter stupidity, I'll admit I've done a few of these stupid fights myself. But when you turn to me and say I need to be alone, and I leave don't tell me I'm abandoning you damnit. I'm only doing what you asked, I fucking said I'd always be here, and I'm trying like hell no matter the harm you do to me.. you don't hear me bitching about you working two jobs and me getting a fucking phone call like twice a week that lasts about no fucking kidding here guys, 10 to 15 minutes. Not once have I complained about your jobs, because I support your decisions, and always have. I keep my loneliness to myself when your away and when your around, because I know it will only hurt you. Please just don't fucking hurt me anymore..I really can't take it. =Sigh.=

Love, Moony, Lyssa-Marie, Missy, Melissa D. N.

  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: All The Same - Sick Puppies
  • Reading: Old msn posts
  • Watching: My heart break.
  • Playing: Nada
  • Eating: Nada
  • Drinking: ..nothing.

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  • Interests: wolvez, inuyasha, dragonz, vampirez etc
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